Previously: “On that moment I simply knew that this was the man who was looking for me. I felt a deep, warm, tingly, very loving sense that grew stronger till I started to cry. I felt so extremely happy! I expected him to meet me in a short time and was very anxious to finally meet him, the stranger who felt as if I had known him all of my life….”
But nothing happened. I got involved in another relationship, very caring, very loving, but it was not the feeling I had as I woke up from my second dream. So I felt lonely in a strange way. I ended the relationship and over more than a year later, I sat down and connected myself to the Light. I still know exactly the words I said as I sat down at the side of my bed that night:
‘I connect myself to the Light; the Universe and I ask from the bottom of my soul if the person who really belongs to me, may be brought on my path of life. I will trust on that and on that I trust…’
One week later I started to feel restless and felt myself drawn to two books that Iris Tuomenoksa gave me as she left for the US. She had given these books seven years before, with the message:
‘I feel it is the right thing to leave these books with you. Never give them away, these books are my “bibles”, my life has changed reading these books. I want to give them to you, when you don’t want them anymore, please return them to me!’
In 7 years, I had never felt the urge to read them, but now I did. I read the first book, “Happiness Is A Choice” in only four hours. I recognized so much in what I read that I felt wonderfully happy and very excited! I lived exactly the way Barry Neil Kaufman (Bears) wrote about. And there seemed to be a whole institute with people that thought in the same way! (The Option Institute, go to their website, www.option.org for more info or to get a copy of Happiness Is A Choice).
The following weeks I simply knew I had to contact Iris about this, but we had “lost” contact. We were friends and loved each other very much; still our lives went different ways. But I knew that what we felt was still there. I looked her up on Facebook and she was there! I sent her a message. She responded enthusiastically. Told me that there would always be a bed for me at their house in the US. As I was on her Facebook page, I saw a very small picture of a man. I was completely stunned!!! Here was the man I had seen in my dreams! The same man that came to me as I was only 9 and later as I was 46! I reacted very emotionally and I felt my tears dropping down, got shivers all over and thought: “What the heck am I going to do with this?”