To live or not to live, that is the question….. I was thinking back of a comment Karen gave on Brian: “You are lazy!” Mmm, interesting thought…But is it true? When is the perception of another person a standard for the person himself? Does Brian think he is lazy? Yeah, sometimes I can be, he replied to Karen. Does Brian FEEL lazy? I asked him this as we were in a hotel room and he answered: ‘Yes, I THINK I can be…’ Now here it’s were it REALLY gets interesting. Brian only assumes he can be lazy because it is a general fact that a person that has no job, is sitting in front of his laptop each day, or taking a break in between is lazy. Well, that’s a judgment. Talking more to Brian, he told me that he actually WAS doing something; he was busy creating opportunities to get himself a job, but not a regular one. So, there he sat down behind his laptop, concentrated working, was I the only one to see that? Maybe I AM the only person that understands him in this way, though I truly believe that mom (Brian’s mother) sees him the way I do. Brian has this enormous creative, intelligent mind. In the eyes of others however, he is too lazy to get a REAL job… I believe that Brian is looking for other ways to get an UNREGULAR job, he will create himself. And the most beautiful thing of all is that he KNOWS he is going to succeed in that. It may be that Brian needs more time, in order to create that job, what is time? It may be that he will take a regular job in between. But most of all it means that Brian does not give up to BELIEVE in his dream! The dream of working on the blog, increasing the blog, the more readers we get, the more options there will be. Making films, as we are busy with all the preparations right now. I am writing the book; Brian is going to make that book into a real screenplay. And we BOTH are convinced that it will be a HUGE success! As I met my love Brian, we already knew that we shared the same dream. And let’s be honest, how many people do have dreams but let go of it? Why? Because most people tell them it will NEVER be possible? BULLSHIT! A dream has settled in your soul for a reason. Some of us call that destination. The feeling that THIS is what you REALLY are here for. Holding on to the strong, inner believe that you can reach for ANYTHING you truly BELIEVE in, we are doing this our way. It is the way we believe in. It is the way it will be. Because EVERYTHING begins with a dream. To us the dream is a reality time will cover. There is a benevolent universe; we live by that…How about you?